by FinsFlowersAndFlynn » Fri Sep 15, 2023 2:46 pm
Dude its a genuine problem for me to love this guy as much as I do. Cletus CORTLAND Kasady is literally the love of my life. Stupid name and a dumb reason for everything. He's a serial killer I know and the Carnage host, I read his comics just to see him. But I don't even want him because of that pile of goo. I love him because of his chaos and charm I suppose. He's also funny and comes out of left field all the time because that's just how he is. Yeah he's dangerous and stuff, but I couldn't care less. Been through a lot anyways that I don't care if he killed me or not. I would just be happy to see him. Plus if he did like me and we dated. He'd probably get tired of me then kill me when he's bored and I think that is pretty merciful. I'm love him more than I think I can love a real person, and that is the scariest thing to me. If there was even one chance though to have a fulfilling life long relationship with him, I'd take it. Days and probably years have gone into thinking about that and its terrifying. Schizophrenia already disconnects me from things, but I've literally thought about cutting ties with everything to live in that small house with him that I've thought of a million times. We have a son now in my head...Diego Fletcher Kasady. Yeah Cletus isn't an amazing father, can be pretty bad at times to be honest. But his family never treated him right and we're learning together. He does try, kind of competitive about it with me to see who can make Diego's day first. The man likes to be the best, and I love him for it. I love him for it...
....I really do love him....