by viles » Fri Jun 23, 2023 6:58 pm
- i feel p disconnected from myself rn,, like idk i have vents i could go into but i dont wanna use Words:tm:,, i could like, ignore it but idk im not feeling like,, Normal enough to do things i enjoy. im just in this weird limbo between breaking down and being fine and its so strange,, like skdjfksjf idk i just. i know im a Person with a Life but it doesnt feel like it??? it feels as if im sub-human rn (/neg),, maybe its just that i feel sort of lightheaded??? idk what is a physical feeling and whats an emotion. everything is too complicated and confusing. idk i just,, i wish i felt more disconnected from myself. like ive heard people being able to turn off their emotions like a light switch, and that's just,, i know it's not Healthy but i'm fantasizing about being able to do that.
okay thats all i think idk these words did not help lmao