TheComfortCorner | V.10

[nightcrawler!]

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[silverlock]

i'm sick of being everyone's laughing stock. no normal person would look to collectively embarrass someone who never did anything wrong to them. not just one person but the entire class. i never did anything to any of you. you all collectively decided i'll be your target and band on me like i'm a piece of garbage. why does this keep repeating in my life? it's always me, i'm always the sole target of everyone's disgusting behaviour. i can't trust any colleagues, all my friends betrayed me, my family uses me as their scapegoat and to my ex i am a monster

all you people are sick and i'll make you regret disrespecting me with your guts

[BlueEyedKite]

Ugh. Sometimes I feel like I post too much and should delete some things. To be fair I type out responses that I delete before posting. It's better, but I still probably post more than I should. Left with regret later on wondering if I am annoying. The vicious cycle.

[alleyway]

I'm gonna regret moving closer to you, then I'll be stuck there when you leave me

[angeleyes.]

im really lonely. for an intimate relationship, for a friend i’m super close with. sure, i have acquaintances. but i want a close relationship. i’m so sick of laying in bed at night, feeling empty. i just want the right person in my life, and i know that might take time, but i don’t know how much longer i can wait before it gets worse.

[viles]

• i saw something that made me realize how warped my perception of reality has become. i just,, idk. i dont have Words and i wouldn't want to write them out on this thread even if i did. i just want to acknowledge the fact that i'm feeling a Certain Way ig.

[ducks !]

I have the second last day of school today. I don't know why I'm not excited.
is it because I won't see you anymore?
is it because I won't be able to talk to you?
Jesus I'm clingy.
I don't want to lose you though..
like the others.

[caesou]

so tired. exams will wrap up soon - it's three months away - but i feel like there's a long time of torment until it happens. gotta be assessed constantly up until then, and that's stressing me out too.

[Deltach]

Finally found a medication that actually works, but I can't afford it in the long run. The days don't have enough hours for me to get a third job to pay for it, so I guess I'll just keep being sick. I don't even have the time or energy to do art, play video games, go camping, or bake anymore... No big deal, I'm totally not bitter or sad about this at all (:

[sugarbird]

I just hope and pray this all works out how I want it to. I feel like I need this rehab, I need to hear that I still have autism after all these years. I need someone to tell me what to do and how to live my life. I can't make good decisions on my own. I don't know how I'll survive in this adult life when no one is left to support me.

I guess this is what happens to mooches eventually.