⤑ lost

[benexo]

breathless, heaving,
(i) turn the corner
only to watch
the train leave the station;
i (am) too late.
it leaves (nothing) behind
besides its charred tracks
which all lead directly (to you).

[benexo]

tell me i am special
tell me i am worth it
tell me i am yours
or, better yet,
show me.

[benexo]

i think it's a crime
that melancholy
is such a
beautiful word.

i should know
that there's no love
in melancholy;
only hellish nights
and chains that tie you down.

[benexo]

i'm sorry
i just can't take you seriously
when you say i'm significant
have you looked around?
we're all pawns

[arabella !!]

cries extreme talent let me steal it from youuuuuuuu ;c

[benexo]

<3 <3 <3 <3

[benexo]

one push d
..................o
....................w
......................n
.........................the rabbit hole

now all i can hear are
the flowers singing
and you whispering
drink me

[benexo]

i wish i were your freckles
painting your face on the brightest of days

[benexo]

all these passersby
with equally complex lives
i am miniscule

[benexo]

i may just be
another soundtrack
in the background of your life

am i your lullaby?
late night soft and slow song?
or crank-me-up sing-along?

you probably hear me
and press

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