within my head • a place for me to balance my thoughts

[SplashofOrangeJuice]

Old friend,
You'll be in Hawaii
And I'm here to say goodbye.
We had lots of laughs,
And awkward moments,
And hard times,
And empty moments.
There were times I regretted,
And things I'm glad I said.
And in the end,
It made us who we are,
And for that I'm forever grateful.
So here today,
Even though its still two weeks away,
I want to wish you the best,
Mr. Blue.

[SplashofOrangeJuice]

I can't sleep.
Not sure what that means.

I think we left on a bad note,
but to be honest I'm unsure of the tone.

Keep thinking of you.
I'm sorry.

Communication was especially hard today.
Today was a prime example of my photography project.

I'm a loser, who can't turn in art on time.
Of all things, that's what I want to pursue,
And even then,
I can't get it right.

Happy 19 months.
At least, it should have been happy,
But I honestly don't know if you realized it was today.

Whatever.
I'm a mistake maker.

Sorry for my constant lack of something I can't place.
I'm going to bed, but I still won't be able to sleep.

Maybe I'll try to figure out why I'm so empty.
I love you.