On Edge

[owls-in-october]

I'm teetering on the edge,
Clinging without sound,
But suddenly I'm falling.
Soaring towards the ground.
Wings are just for angels,
Which I might just soon be,
But if I had wings right now,
Would I dare to flee?
I didn't hear your spoken word.
I didn't hear a thing.
All I heard was hate and fear,
You're just an unjust king.
Ruling over unruled lands,
Mocking the wiser moon.
But I didn't hear what you said,
I heard a different tune.
I heard the cackle of your madness,
And I heard silent howls.
Are they my own, or are they yours?
In us both a shadow prowls.
But maybe now you'll see
That I am not like you.
Maybe you'll look into my eyes
And you'll feel my fear too.
I'm dead only in my heart now.
For I can breath still, yes.
But death is better than heartache,
And now it's just your mess.

Good-bye.

~~~

I seriously have no idea where that came from, I just felt like I had to write a poem. I may post more here soon...Feedback?

[Zoruakat]

wow that's amazing... Quite beautiful... I'm impressed.

[owls-in-october]

Thanks!

[Zoruakat]

Maybe you and I could write something together sometime

[owls-in-october]

That'd be cool! I'm kinda busy this week, but we could start something another time...do you have any examples of your writing available?

[Zoruakat]

uhm... gimme a sec...

[Zoruakat]

Well this is a song I wrote a while ago...

Pain
You got a gangsta' girl
With a bow and some pearls
An itsy, bitsy rebel
Kicking at a pebble
Both need to get away
Get away
Livin' in another day

Back then
I never saw what you were
Lucky me
For not running away with her
She got a life
Me? I got a knife
I try to make it better
You only make it worse

Drop down
Feeling the burning scars
Watch the river of blood
Flow by my feet
I close my eyes
Blocking out the pain
Do my bst
To stop from going insane

This tiny rebel
She's stained red
How many times
Has she tried to be dead
Better than this
Better than you
She loses it
Living in a fantasy

She falls down
This time you done it
Our little battles
This round, I won it
I'll never wake up
You'll never break free
This little horror show
It's all from me

Down south
Younger sister gets the news
She falls apart
"What am I without you?"
She got away
Stupid me stayed
We split to hide
So see you on the other side

She was the gangsta' girl
Wearing a bow and pearls
I was the rebel
And there sits my pebble
Little twinsy
Sittin' in the rain
I'm so sorry
For causing you this pain




It's basicly a story. I really miss my lil' sister. Only a 13 minut difference. I came first, she came after, and I miss her alot. She ran off quite a few years ago, and lives with some cousins in Calgary. Damn, she's grown up alot....

[owls-in-october]

<3 It's pretty good...songs are hard to understand when you read them, you need to hear them in order to understand the songs properly...Great job, though!

[Zoruakat]

Thanks.

Lemme find a short story I have... It's somewhere around here...

[Zoruakat]

Zorua opened the door to her new room. Gosh, the manor's so big! She thought as she put her bags down beside the giant 4-poster bed. And so well kept! She could hardly believe that I, a simple peasant, was serving as the Phantomhive butler... Well, maid. She turned around as her new master walked by the door. Heading for the study. She guessed, and started to unpack. The list of important stuff was on the bedside table, but she ignored it, having remembered everything Sebastian told her. All of a sudden, she realized that Ciel might not know she was there. Dropping her stuff, she left the room, closing the door behind her.
There he was, sitting in his chair, reading the papers left on his desk. She slowely made her way to the study, and knocked on the door. Here goes nothing.
Ciel looked up at the girl.
"Yes?" He asked. Isn't it obviouse I'm busy? he wondered, putting the papers down. "Who are you?"
The girl nervously steps in, and looked around.
"Zorua. I'm Sebastian's replacement."
He nodded, remembering the 'buisness' he had to do. "Come in." He told Zorua, gesturing to the most comfortable chair by his desk. "Thank you for coming. I hope everything's to your liking?" He asked, giving her a small smile.

I'll finish typing it up later. Too lazy... It's so long