by Hawk WillowWatcher » Tue Apr 23, 2024 4:06 pm
Don’t you trust me? Stop treating me like a child, I hate it. Another day, another night to cry myself to sleep. You scream at me, try to change me, Make me hide everything that’s who I am. And yet. You still try and make me feel even worse. For once, can you stop trying to guilt trip me? Stop harassing me? Acting like I am the one who did everything wrong? Please, just this once. “Stop acting like the victim, you don’t know what I go through.” “ You should stop crying or I’ll give you a reason to cry.” You’re the one always acting like the victim. You’re the reason I’m crying. I’m sorry I can’t be the perfect Christian daughter that you’ve always wanted. One who does everything you say and more. I can’t be perfect. You decide to mentally abuse me, say that you did nothing wrong, yell at me for things I didn’t even do and YOU, YOUR THE VICTIM??? you’re one of the reasons I have trust issues, anxiety, and I can’t be myself. YOU, YOU ARE. (Minor SH warning) I wear long sleeves for a reason. making scars feels better than your words. Each one is just a reminder how horrible people can be. I can’t wait till I’m 18. Even when I move away, the scars still stay in the same place, on me. Still a reminder.