by aerithstrelitzia » Tue Jun 27, 2023 6:52 am
im. im sick of this. everytime i talk to them and they don't text back my paranoia worsens and i just get more and more miserable. i need school to start back so i can see them every day or im going to lose it. im lonely, i know people have lives but its im lucky if i even get a response within two days. they're the best friends ever and i love them so much but its horrific being the "tries to talk to them every day but never gets any kind of response during the summer" friend.
i don't know how much longer i can handle this. i want to say something to them but i know i can't. ill just end up ticking them off and/or hurting them. the last thing i want is to make my [platonic] beloveds feel guilty.
wip