It's almost comedic the lengths I went to to be able to use my laptop again only to have all my reasons for using it vanish and get guilt tripped for using it in general. Like yeah I love sitting in a pitch black room all night with nothing to do and nothing to distract me from the orbs and shadow people. Did you forget I'm schizophrenic and afraid of the dark?
Not like my friends care either, though, honestly. They've basically ignored and avoided me for months. I lay awake at night fighting my crappy wifi just to keep in contact, and the most they have to say to me is good morning and good night. One just replied to the news of me most likely not being allowed to use the laptop anymore with "oof" and immediately changed the subject.
Edit: Yeah neither of my friends care, but watch them be sad/confused when I stop logging onto the computer. Then I get to say "yeah I told you that days ago", and then they'll either go "I forgot" or "I didn't see". Happens every time.
Never should've said anything back in January. Why does the worst person I know get to have my dream gaming setup. Why does she get to stay up all night and be as loud as she wants. Why does she get to get away with everything while I get yelled at and shamed for even the most basic of things. It's not fair. She stole everything from me and is facing no consequences.